Inklings: Me and My Cock

I suspect that most men have a complicated relationship with their cock. There's so much out there encouraging us to be ashamed of our cocks. Certainly, Porn does not help. It's probably the only time most men really see another man's cock, and let's be honest here, there may be a bit of selection bias in that talent.

But my problem is a little different. My cock is larger than average. I'm sure most men would be bragging to everyone about it, but to be honest, I try my hardest to keep it under wraps, so to speak. Because, the thing is, every time my cock comes up in conversation, all of a sudden people's views of me start changing. Often they start becoming more interested in me, and that's worse. To me, it seems obvious that the only reason they're considering me now is because of my cock.

See, thing is, I don't want to just be that thing on the end of my cock. I want people to want me, not what I have in my pants. I spent a lot of time as a teenager being a sex object for men, and in the end, it left me feeling, well, objectified. I'm not into sex on it's own, I need to know that I'm having sex with a person who sees me as a person. Not someone who's jumping me because they want to try out my big fancy cock.